invincible

welllll i finally got my library card renewed and my debt payed off. yahooooo! haha

and i got tons of books and movies.

yesterday was pretty good. we went to the school to get a guest form in order for me to go to homecoming. and as far as i know im going, and im super stoked :D

its gunna be awesome. anyways after that, me and mom went to lunch, and then the library.

from what i heard, space coast is giving chelsee crap and not letting her play for them. which i think is total bogus because im homeschooled and i live out of the district, and they are letting me tryout again.

its kinda pathetic. nahhh let me rephrase that.. completely pathetic.

well i found something out that im hoping is true. because if it is them i am the most happy person ever. =D

homecoming is in 1 1/2 weeks, the 29th, i can't wait at all. its gunna be awesome. and i think that beka is gunna let me wear this really pretty dress too. so yea. im stoked. BIG time.

Daughtry - Over You = amazing song.

well i never saw it coming, should have started running, a long long time ago.

its been raining non-stop lately, and i love it when it rains, but now its interfering with soccer, which is not cool whatsoever.

oh my goodness. and theres that little problem, the one where all my best friends ditch me. i dont think they deserve that position anymore. wait. i know they dont deserve it.

instead theres little cortney. the one that i havent known the longest, but the nicest one that i know. and guess what? she tells me the truth, if she doesnt like a shirt, she'll tell me, and stuff like that. something my other friends wont. well actually my other friends hardly talk to me anymore. instead they leave me to go talk to each other without even saying goodbye.

sunday after jubilation we were all standing around waiting for beka to pick up me and victoria, then victoria decided to call her mom to see if she could stay for church, with makenna.

then she decided to tell me that she was doing that. and then i told them that i was gunna be right back, i just had to check and see where beka was, if she was there or not.

when i came back they had moved to a different part of the church, without telling me.

and then victoria came over and hugged me for some reason, and said i love you.

which didnt exactly comfort me even if that was the point.

instead it made me mad.

because after they talked to makenna's mom they were going into church, i said goodbye, not exactly knowing if they were listening at all. then makenna came over and asked me if i wasnt going, i said no, cause beka was gunna be there in 10 min or so. then she said well i dont wanna leave you, but then victoria and isaac went in and makenna followed.

victoria didnt even say bye.

i dont exactly see why she says im her best friend because ior the t seems more like makenna has that position and then isaac is right there next to her.

thanks guys you make me feel so great.

not.

cortney though, she was nice enough to invite me to go to homecoming, but then she couldn't because noone that doesnt go there can go.

so whatever..

butttt she wants to hangout and tries to make plans, unlike everyone else.

i hate to say this but sometimes i hate their guts, and theres nothing at that moment to stop me.

thankfully there soccer. there is still some drama there. but for the most part, a lot of them have started talking to me alot more.

andddd since i've started talking to them more, even though jesse isnt on my team, she still hits the field for her bro, i've gotten invited to do stuff, including homecoming =]

so i guess after its all even out, my life is pretty good. especially this one thing.. =]

but i'll wait till later to spill about that.