must have done something right..more like wrong.

geez.
im so fed up with myself.
i will never get anywhere with my attitude.
i got my ipod taken away today because of it.
im not sure i'd rather die than have it, but i'd rather have my ipod than it.
thats for sure.

i've been trying so hard to fix it and become a better person but it seems impossible for me.
i know its not but its so hard.
im so sick of myself right now.

Dear God,
Help me.
Please.

-Hannah