screw it all

this day has been so back and forth for me.
starts out ok.
gets bad.
gets WORSE.
gets ok.
gets better.
gets great.
get ok.
gets bad.
gets to be too much crap for one day.

sometimes i swear that i dont even know why my own family has so much against me.
it may not be much in comparison to others, but when they all gang up against me, it pisses me off to an extent that i cannot handle to be around them anymore.
as of right now that is how i am.

NOT HAPPY.

and on top of that, i have a buttload of homework to do by tonight and tuesday.
i'm gunna die.