my mom wont take me driving.. ever.
and i that bad? seriously. there is no way i'll get better if i dont get too.
whatever.
hopefully i eventually will be able to get it. BEFORE summer.
that way i can get a job. which i will hopefully be doing so soon.
cause in about 1-2 weeks or so i'll be done with all my school :)
i have re-fallen in love with the jonas brothers.
make fun of me.
i could care less.
ok.. i seriously have an attitude problem..
there has been alot of crap going on in my life lately.
- false friends.
- broken ipod
- no license
- school [still overwhelming. especially since i have finals soon.]
- the wait for summer seems endless.
- people giving up.
- negativity
- my not-so-outgoingness
- my lack of sleep
- people that break their promises
- the fact that there is hardly a day that no one in my family complains or fights
- the fact that I am such an idiot, and I cant get over this stuff!
i am so over the fact that i cant get over stuff.
geez.
it seems like the more i let myself be heard. the more i'm either ignored. or made fun of.
you know what i have to say about that?
get over it.
i am what i am. and i can't be anything else.
i just quoted the jonas brothers. forgive me if thats too kiddish for you. sorry im being myself.
alright there i got with my attitude again.
im just so sick and tired of being talked about for being me.
thankfully i have friends to be there for me.
too bad its not the ones that said they would..
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