silence is everything

well.. im not sure today was better than monday.. it was just bad..
ahh no.. today was better. i had my new ipod and i got to run. quite relieving actually.
anways.
we had practice today and pictures and there was just all this stupid stress and rachel talked to me after cause we had a talk. they said if we had anything to say we needed to say it then. i obviously couldn't otherwise i would have had a meltdown. [i have GOT to fix that.]
so she took me aside after that and asked what was up.. she just said that i need to talk to everyone i have a problem with. personally.
i guess that helps. well actually i know it will.
well i knew something like that was gunna happen [dont ask i just did] so i asked sarah to call later that night. and we talked. cause she's a best friend :) even though im about 2 years older. i could care less. cause she's a great friend :D
that definitely put a HUGE smile on my face and made the day a whole lot better.
thank you!

oh and yesterday i babysat.. after. i got my new ipod! its the 8 gig nano and its blue :)
i loveeeeee it!
i watched the pilot episode of Life Is Wild this morning at 6 o clock because i woke up then for some odd reason..
but it was fun :) SUCH a great show and an awesome little device that enables me to do so.
:D

tomorrow will hopefully be good. and friday :D
i guess we're going to a hotel to spend the night and friday at the beach. cause we have a free stay in cocoa beach.
sweet stuff.
well thats all.

oh! to check out new music i got :) check this out.

i am done.