the pursuit of happiness

what makes me happy:

• beka's cute is what we aim for cd. i LOVE it.
• my ipod
• harry potter books
• knowing some people i know have sense enough to vote for the guy that isnt gunna kill off the world
• soccer! i havent gotten into shape finally.
• my best friends. :)
• being able to get out of the house for a bit.
• having my best friends on my team with me.
• my new cleats that are coming.
• chance of getting my cell soon.
• life itself.

what makes me so not happy:

• not having me license and the fact that i probably wont be getting it for a while.
• low on money.
• no cell phone. still.
• not on varsity.
• i have no freakin guts to talk to one person. its pathetic.
• the fact that i think about the downside of things instead of the good side.

however...i am getting better at looking at the bright side.