Thursday, October 16, 2008

wow.

i am so beyond pissed right now.
one time i wish i wasn't right..
i had this horribly strong feeling that i wouldnt make varsity. and it turns out that strong feeling was right.
i made freakin jv.
in other words. the team with everyone that sucks.

i worked my butt off for this, knowing that i had a very slim chance at making varsity because i didnt play on his team this past season.
but obviously it wasnt enough.
sarah made varsity though. and she just got off a broken leg.
not saying that im mad that sarah made varsity and i didnt. im happy for her.
im just completely pissed at the fact that everything i had wasnt good enough.
its my fault that im on jv right now.
its my fault that i suck.
its my fault that i went from varsity material to not even jv material.
god this is gunna suck.


nickelback. i love you guys. you are the only ones that are gunna keep me on that team.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

"be angry, and yet do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and do not give the devil an opportunity....
let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice."
Ephesians 4:26-27, 31